My birthday really really sucked. and i really really dont wanna talk about it. I guess this week just suck really badly. and i really hate it. i know i have a lot of really(s) but i really cannot take it. School has been quite all right i guess. like homework and everything's still managable. and omg lopezzzz! if one day she dont call my name ar, i tell you i'll strike lottery man. like goodness, first the stupid wild and sexy hair style shit. then she keeps picking me to answer questions. like argh. everything just sucks sucks sucks sucks sucks! like goodness, i just want everything back to normal. i suddenly feel like training's such a dread. not because i dont want to train but because of the people i have to face. i mean its nothing bad or good about it, i'm just being random lah. and this few days are so emo.

ally, amanda, nat and cons; i'm sorry, i guess i've disappointed of all of you. and i really dont know what to say lah okay. i mean whats done it done, and honestly, i'm not guilty about it. if you guys just choose to believe whatever then, so be it lah. i'm fine with it. theres nothing i can do about it anyway. i just hope that everything's fine and ya. i just dont like it when everyone's angry, no not everyone just you guys. cause you all mean a lot to me. you make sacnetball whole. and the only thing i can say is i'm sorry luh. girls, really.
desiree; i dont know what the hell i did, but i dont think i did anything wrong. i mean, whatever you've said in your blog, its just what you think. it may not appear to be the way it seems lah okay. who said i ever thought of marrying her and have babies. and since when have i not forgive anyone, okay maybe recently. but i dont think i've been angry with anyone and then not forgive them lah okay. and as for the rest of the other things, its just cause you dont like it! you dont like it, then tell me nicely did you even? no, then dont come and say anything if you dont even dare tell me in my face. and if i really attract attention, what are you man? go think for yourself lah, if you really want to continue be angry with me then forget it okay. just pretend i never said all these. i'm sorry to say, but you seem like you're refering to yourself. if i could, i'd have told you that you're this and you're that, but i didnt why? because i know, you'll get angry like you are now when i've never done anything wrong, i just did things you didnt like. i'm sorry anyway.

Supergirl;